Ha well failed to blog yesterday, less than 2 weeks into the New Year and I have failed to do a blog a day. I was really ill last night with stabbing pains and contractions, no not with labour but a frigging period. On the plus side, the doctor agreed I couldn't go on like this so I am back on the mini-pill so hopefully it won't be long before my periods stop.
Big blow-out in the house tonight, Jessica is hormonal and blew up in my face and David (bless him) had a go at her which she took rather badly so she ended up texting Frank asking to be put in a home. I had a chat with her later and she's all over the place with her emotions. I feel really bad when she's hurting but I cannot put up with her not being able to refrain from blowing up at people. Her counselling was supposed to help her find ways to cope with her different emotions and to recognise when she needed to take herself off into her room instead of hitting out at everyone. I feel really let down as we have had no support because she's not the worst, no she's not but it's enough to make me feel like I don't want to be here anymore when she's being like this.
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