Well tonight we went to a 'say goodbye to the boob' party held by friends of ours, which was kind of bizarre but everyone was in really high spirits. Sadly, I have come to the conclusion that I am not a mingling kind of person and i'm not very comfortable in large crowds, especially when those crowds consist of middle-class people with posh accents. I felt really out of place and left me wondering whether i will actually ever make it as a surveyor especially when i don't feel comfortable with groups of people trying to pretend to be more than they are.
Part of me wonders whether I would have been better sticking to a job that at least i could have made friends with people that i could just have a right good laugh with. Or maybe, and hoping it's the latter, that really i am so comfortable with David that I don't feel the need to go out and make new friends, because he really does provide me with all the love and friendship I need.
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